I haven’t reached out to you.
I’m sorry.
I have been thinking of you.
Wondering how you are doing.
How your family are?
Your friends?
Wondering how you are affected,
by what we have been experiencing.
Are you fine?
Not fine?
Yes to both?
I’ve been fine too.
Not fine.
Yes to both.
I haven’t been able to write until today,
because what could I say?
I didn’t
(and still don’t)
know where I am at.
What I think.
There haven’t been any words really.
Just feels.
Man the feels.
Lots of those!
And chocolate –
Lots and lots
of chocolate.
Were you in that stage too?
I find it too soon
to analyse
where we are.
What it means.
What is best.
What comes next.
I mean we
don’t know.
No-one knows.
We just do what we can.
Sometimes we do what we can’t.
Sometimes we don’t do at all.
And that?
Well that is all ok.
That is as far as I have got.
And knowing that
I feel pretty good.
CX